convictionsofawriter

Its not very hard to see!!! if you know me i mean!!!i was raised to have a racist outlook on life and  society as we know it..period. it takes a serious humility to even publish that for all eyes to see!!! however…thats why i can write it or say it if you will allow me???its therapy to excersise a new form of living…thinking acting!!a new set of values  in which come their own private sets of convictions but those i can live with in contentment.. n be happy that convictions give birth to new ideals ..new ways to see things.. to feel about situations ones  put in n the 80 to 94.6  years some of us will be lucky to live to be…i wont write a political blogg speaking of all the political reasons obamas great!! id  be outgunned.i dont know enough nor have enough knowledge of polotics to debate them on a blogg!!however people hang in there il take you there soon!!!you’l understand the how obama changes me story and  i hope you will smile!!when your young and your around racist minds  you have roots you dont want!!however when your around certain ignorance you may find comfort in just acting as though you agree because you don’t want to seem different.. you may have friends of different races your whole life and still have tainted predjuidices about you!!! i admit these sins too!!i mean if your dads uncles cousins and everyone involved with your family has rascist values its hard to make a choice!!!ive seen things in all races we should all be ashamed of but those just aren’t our people anyway they may be our race but thats not my people!!its not yours either..ignorance loves all flavors ..okay anyway so ..i watched obama and at first was skeptical…at first im not sure if i knew who he was???so i listened..and then i listened some more..i learned..i love to learn..so i learned and i changed…i read i watched i listened…  i learned we change!!! so this year for the holidays being the busy people we all are ..in my personal family i mean..we communicate through cell phones, texts ,email, yes wer’e guilty of the gadgets!!!but this is communication…so this year we all emailed what we wer’e thankful for the following year!!!ouremails were personal so il just say this…in my email amongst other things i am thankful for i said …im thankful obama changed my heart..AND I AM!!!